Ramadhan/Aildilfitri 2015
This year is my first time experiencing a horrible traffic jam masa balik kampung (Tuesday, 3 days before Raya), siap berbuka dalam kereta dekat R&R, still it was a great experience sebab masa tu ramai yang berbuka dekat sana macam best pulak hehe. Before continuing our journey to Kelantan, as usual it's a must for us to overnight in Terengganu, hotel sama pulak tu setiap tahun hahaha. Well the reason daddy wouldn't want to drive straight back to Kelantan is because he doesn't like to drive at night or late evening, the peak hour of jam.
*Fast forward to pagi raya on Friday*
This year's Raya feels a little bit different as the surau depan rumah Ma(grandma) & Abah(grandpa) has collapsed due to last year's banjir. Biasanya kalau lepas orang solat Aidilfitri dekat surau tu meriah je depan rumah Ma Abah haha. Aigoo malasnya nak taip so let the pictures speak wokay hahaha.
Location: Kampung Pasir Pekan, Kelantan
Time: Raya morning
Sesi bersalaman dengan Abah
Ma & Mama(nenek saudara)
Daddy handsome aicewah haha
From left: Mummy, Umi & Cchik. Umi & cchik are my aunties
Sibuknya mummy tiba-tiba muncul dekat belakang hahaha XD
Thinking whether nak makan ke nak tidur
Mak cik-mak cik yang kelam kabut nak susun tempat
This is the part where I want to share about my grandpa, Abah. Abah has known as a grandfather who loves to give advices & motivations to his grandchildren. I've lost count on how many times my eyes went watery each time he gives his words. Paling sebak masa peluk hahaha sedih. So back to the 1st day of raya, after all of us have settled down, I sat beside Abah on the sofa, we chit-chatted. Suddenly he looked into my eyes and hold my hands "Abah selalu doakan cucu-cucu & anak-anak Abah, dalam solat, lepas solat, masa sujud, Abah harap cece belajar sungguh-sungguh, balas jasa daddy & mummy. Abah pun dah tua, tak tahu sempat tengok ke tak kejayaan cucu-cucu nanti" My eyes were watery "Tapi Abah selalu ingat anak-anak & cucu-cucu abah. Kalau rasa nak putus asa, ingat muka Abah & Ma, mummy & Daddy. Kadang-kadang Daddy & mummy nampak je okay, tapi kita tak tahu dalam hati orang tua ni macam mana."
Oh I can't hold my tears any longer, last-last basah jugak pipi. Haaaa lagi sebak bila Abah tiba-tiba lapkan air mata with his both hands hahaha oh ya allah even typing ni pun mata dah berair. I promise to myself in everything I do, eventhough I don't want to do it for myself, I'll do it for them. I know I've been such a disapointment these past few years. 20 years of living, each time I feel like I'm missing something in myself, each time I feel down, still, family is the reason why I call myself back to be grateful. Still, family is the greatest blessing Allah has given to me. Alhamdulillah.
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A night before we went back to Bahau, we managed to suprise mummy for her birthday. We had a small gathering buat makan-makan, After mummy has done serving the food, we switched off the light and suprised her with a cake weee ~
Comelnya ilham tu hahaha T.T
That is all from me :) Since we're still in the month of Syawal so my heart is actually masih dekat Kelate hahaha. Selamat Hari Raya Aildilfitri semua ! Maaf zahir & batin, I sincerely apologize to you if I've ever hurt any one of you, please forgive my wrongdoings. In the midst of our happiness, don't forget those who're less & those who're no longer with us. insyaAllah.
-Forgive and Forget. Appreciate what you have, sometimes the blessing comes in disguise-
